Ralph Is Leaphold: Jully, please
Ralph Is Leaphold: Jully
Ralph Is Leaphold: You know Mel, she gets what she wants without me interrupting so please talk to me.
Ralph Is Leaphold: Okay then, I guess everyone's gonna see you with the Pink one
JA: WAT ARE U DOING RALPH?! I THOUGHT YOU MEANT UR WORD???? I CAN SEE YOU CAN'T
Ralph Is Leaphold: Not everyone can promise things they can't do for real
JA: still cant talk to u
Ralph Is Leaphold: but you are
JA: i'm telling u i cant
JA: bbye
Ralph Is Leaphold: i read your messages
Ralph Is Leaphold: i know you need me now
JA: i dont
JA: im perfect
JA: and mind u, those mails were ANCIENT
Ralph Is Leaphold: Last week was "ancient"?
JA: waebr
Ralph Is Leaphold: it's just about the Boyfriend?
JA: wat do u want ralph?!
JA: i thought we finised this already?!
Ralph Is Leaphold: obviously incorrect
JA: the emails
JA: rj
JA: i needed to talk to sumone
JA: i thought u wont be using this account anymore so i didnt care
JA: i had to let everything out of me
JA: but u got it all wrong rj
JA: i need you
JA: yes before
JA: but not anymore rj
JA: i'm perfect with jake
JA: we have lots of flaws but i love him
JA: and i believe he loves me too rj
Ralph Is Leaphold: I see
JA: I have nothing else to say ralp
Ralph Is Leaphold: I miss you
JA: i dont care
Ralph Is Leaphold: So you don't want to see us anymore?
JA: not aftr i graduate
JA: or marry jake
Ralph Is Leaphold: too naive
JA: wat do u mean?
Ralph Is Leaphold: you can't just say those things jully
JA: y not
JA: u didnt want to hear them dontu?
JA: hows pen
Ralph Is Leaphold: we're off
JA: haha! kaya pala!
Ralph Is Leaphold: it's been months already jully
JA: ohw since when
Ralph Is Leaphold: lasted less than 3 months
JA: alwys thot u liked her
Ralph Is Leaphold: to compare with you?
JA: waebr
Ralph Is Leaphold: do not worry jully. i have clean intentions
JA: good bcoz if there was, its never close to possible
Ralph Is Leaphold: wrong again
Ralph Is Leaphold: but really, no more than talking to you
JA: i'm in BIG trouble, u knw that?
Ralph Is Leaphold: but why? for talking to me right now? breaking his rules for entertaining your ex-lover?
JA: wat made u think it was his rule
Ralph Is Leaphold: oh come on
JA: and i never treated u as my ex rj u know that
Ralph Is Leaphold: irrelevant.
Ralph Is Leaphold: but true
JA: ironic
Ralph Is Leaphold: i meant the statement
JA: wen r u guys comming back?
Ralph Is Leaphold: I'm not sure
Ralph Is Leaphold: Melanie really wants to have her debut with yours
JA: but i dont have one
JA: and uhm, we might have plans
JA: out of town plans
Ralph Is Leaphold: with the "uhm" in your sentence?
Ralph Is Leaphold: still not a good liar jully
JA: esh
Ralph Is Leaphold: you can at least attend
JA: xe can celebrate there
Ralph Is Leaphold: she wants you
JA: you want me
Ralph Is Leaphold: true
JA: ralph you'll die of jealousy pag nakita mo kami ni jake'
Ralph Is Leaphold: i'll see you not him
JA: u'll never see me without him
Ralph Is Leaphold: i dont believe you
JA: i dnt care
Ralph Is Leaphold: how are you jully
JA: miserable
Ralph Is Leaphold: with him?
JA: withOUT him
Ralph Is Leaphold: really
JA: yes really
JA: and with YOU!
JA: ralph, we've been thru a lot. butr seriously jake wont be happy about me doing this
Ralph Is Leaphold: he doesn't have to know
JA: i can't keep anything from him. you know i'm not very good with that
Ralph Is Leaphold: true
Ralph Is Leaphold: but you know he needs to trust you
JA: stop the point rj
Ralph Is Leaphold: i'm just saying
JA: i dnt care!!
Ralph Is Leaphold: can you please stop being so impolite
JA: fine
Ralph Is Leaphold: didn't you miss me?
JA: got over it already
Ralph Is Leaphold: that has to hurt
JA: im sorry
Ralph Is Leaphold: i understand
JA: thanks
Ralph Is Leaphold: jully, you're sure you dont want to see us?
JA: wen?
Ralph Is Leaphold: next year
JA: jake wont like
Ralph Is Leaphold: but do you?
JA: not sure
Ralph Is Leaphold: just say the words and we'll be there
JA: why do everything has to rely on me?
Ralph Is Leaphold: because it's all about you
Ralph Is Leaphold: for you
Ralph Is Leaphold: i'm all about you
JA: tell me again you hav clean intentions
Ralph Is Leaphold: i do, i just want to see you
JA: wat for?!
Ralph Is Leaphold: can you ask me the same question considering what i feel?
JA: i dnt knw what to say
Ralph Is Leaphold: tell me you want to see me
JA: you'll cross states just to see me. how can i not stop you
Ralph Is Leaphold: because i want to see you
JA: but i dont
Ralph Is Leaphold: you're not sure about that jully
JA: i dont want to see you rj, face it!
Ralph Is Leaphold: i dont believe you
JA: you dont have to
Ralph Is Leaphold: why jully? because your boyfriends restraining you?!
JA: rules or no rules, rj i dont want to see you
Ralph Is Leaphold: tell me why
JA: ayoko masaktan si jake
Ralph Is Leaphold: so this is about him again huh
JA: this is about us
JA: i know this sounds ridiculous but rj, i love him
JA: and everytime i get to hurt him
JA: it all goes the same through me'
JA: nasasaktan ako pag malungkot xa
JA: nahihirapan ako pag masama loob nya sakin
JA: rj, i wont make you ruin our almost perfect relationship again
JA: read me rj
JA: of all people
JA: you know me more than anyone does
JA: rj, stop fooling yourself
JA: mahal ko n xa
Ralph Is Leaphold: i understand
Ralph Is Leaphold: jully don't cry
JA: and you know that too
Ralph Is Leaphold: i'm sorry
Ralph Is Leaphold: i should have not insisted anything anymore
Ralph Is Leaphold: but jully, i'm desperate. i need to see you
Ralph Is Leaphold: it's been how many months already. but it's really hard
Ralph Is Leaphold: this time, i'm the one who's very dependent
JA: you have pen rj
JA: you like her i know that
JA: she's a very nice gf to u
JA: i know she loves you
JA: you need a gf, you hav pen
Ralph Is Leaphold: i don't need a girlfriend
Ralph Is Leaphold: i need you
JA: what am i rj?
Ralph Is Leaphold: my sister
Ralph Is Leaphold: my daughter
Ralph Is Leaphold: my best friend
Ralph Is Leaphold: my everything not more than life
Ralph Is Leaphold: jully, you don't have to be the girlfriend
Ralph Is Leaphold: you dont have to kiss me
Ralph Is Leaphold: or live by my rules
Ralph Is Leaphold: jully, i just need you to be with me
JA: rj,
Ralph Is Leaphold: please try to understand
JA: rj
JA: you are willing to give up a lot
JA: but i won't let you
Ralph Is Leaphold: please just try to understand
JA: i do!
JA: but rj
JA: there's no enough space for you in me anymore
JA: it's all jake's
Ralph Is Leaphold: i can't believe it's almost like i'm talking about sharing
JA: im sorry
JA: i need to go
Ralph Is Leaphold: please, stay
JA: you're not crying are you?
Ralph Is Leaphold: of course not
JA: your words are too heavy
Ralph Is Leaphold: i'm sorry
Ralph Is Leaphold: it's just that. you know, it's been a while
JA: what books have you been reading hehe
Ralph Is Leaphold: wow, i was that dramatic huh
JA: yes
JA: but
JA: i felt like you really wanted to say them
JA: this was the first time rj
Ralph Is Leaphold: like lines in a novel?
JA: like my lines
Ralph Is Leaphold: i've been reading your novels
Ralph Is Leaphold: and your blog
JA: what novel?
Ralph Is Leaphold: the first 6
JA: ohw, theyre now 7 hehe
JA: i finished "paramour" and then i stopped writing
Ralph Is Leaphold: would you mind to send me?
JA: sure
JA: soon
Ralph Is Leaphold: okay
JA: rj
JA: can i see some of your pics?
Ralph Is Leaphold: Mel's facebook
Ralph Is Leaphold: I tried creating one for myself but i still find social networking stupid so i discarded mine
JA: weird
JA: favor
Ralph Is Leaphold: yeah?
JA: can you go first?
Ralph Is Leaphold: why?
JA: im blogging this
JA: just to let jake know
Ralph Is Leaphold: he really cant trust you
JA: he does
Ralph Is Leaphold: okay
Ralph Is Leaphold: i'll try to fix things with him
Ralph Is Leaphold: i hope i could talk to you more often
Ralph Is Leaphold: if i can't see you, at least talk to you, that's all i'll ever wish for
JA: jake really doesnt like you rj
Ralph Is Leaphold: really?
JA: like he wants to physically fight your way out of mine
Ralph Is Leaphold: ha ha ha, he won't like that to happen
JA: i wont make that happen
Ralph Is Leaphold: me too, i can't hurt you by hurting him
JA: glad you know that
Ralph Is Leaphold: so, i'll talk to you soon jully?
JA: no promises
JA: pls go
Ralph Is Leaphold: we're still not finish with this
JA: we are. just go
Ralph Is Leaphold: okay, good-bye
JA: bye
JA: and dont say the words
Ralph Is Leaphold: i know you know, goodnight Yet
