Defy reality

They say things like what we have never last

As a Christian, I have faith

That should be helpful for optimism

I need that

But I’m not perfect

I doubt

I know I do

Because I still cry every night for one same reason

- That this will soon end

NO

I don’t want us to end

I’d make an effort to hold back the tears when that comes to my mind

It just can’t happen

I want him

Forever

I want him…