heavy

Ralph Is Leaphold: Jully, please

Ralph Is Leaphold: Jully

Ralph Is Leaphold: You know Mel, she gets what she wants without me interrupting so please talk to me.

Ralph Is Leaphold: Okay then, I guess everyone's gonna see you with the Pink one

JA: WAT ARE U DOING RALPH?! I THOUGHT YOU MEANT UR WORD???? I CAN SEE YOU CAN'T

Ralph Is Leaphold: Not everyone can promise things they can't do for real

JA: still cant talk to u

Ralph Is Leaphold: but you are

JA: i'm telling u i cant

JA: bbye

Ralph Is Leaphold: i read your messages

Ralph Is Leaphold: i know you need me now

JA: i dont

JA: im perfect

JA: and mind u, those mails were ANCIENT

Ralph Is Leaphold: Last week was "ancient"?

JA: waebr

Ralph Is Leaphold: it's just about the Boyfriend?

JA: wat do u want ralph?!

JA: i thought we finised this already?!

Ralph Is Leaphold: obviously incorrect

JA: the emails

JA: rj

JA: i needed to talk to sumone

JA: i thought u wont be using this account anymore so i didnt care

JA: i had to let everything out of me

JA: but u got it all wrong rj

JA: i need you

JA: yes before

JA: but not anymore rj

JA: i'm perfect with jake

JA: we have lots of flaws but i love him

JA: and i believe he loves me too rj

Ralph Is Leaphold: I see

JA: I have nothing else to say ralp

Ralph Is Leaphold: I miss you

JA: i dont care

Ralph Is Leaphold: So you don't want to see us anymore?

JA: not aftr i graduate

JA: or marry jake

Ralph Is Leaphold: too naive

JA: wat do u mean?

Ralph Is Leaphold: you can't just say those things jully

JA: y not

JA: u didnt want to hear them dontu?

JA: hows pen

Ralph Is Leaphold: we're off

JA: haha! kaya pala!

Ralph Is Leaphold: it's been months already jully

JA: ohw since when

Ralph Is Leaphold: lasted less than 3 months

JA: alwys thot u liked her

Ralph Is Leaphold: to compare with you?

JA: waebr

Ralph Is Leaphold: do not worry jully. i have clean intentions

JA: good bcoz if there was, its never close to possible

Ralph Is Leaphold: wrong again

Ralph Is Leaphold: but really, no more than talking to you

JA: i'm in BIG trouble, u knw that?

Ralph Is Leaphold: but why? for talking to me right now? breaking his rules for entertaining your ex-lover?

JA: wat made u think it was his rule

Ralph Is Leaphold: oh come on

JA: and i never treated u as my ex rj u know that

Ralph Is Leaphold: irrelevant.

Ralph Is Leaphold: but true

JA: ironic

Ralph Is Leaphold: i meant the statement

JA: wen r u guys comming back?

Ralph Is Leaphold: I'm not sure

Ralph Is Leaphold: Melanie really wants to have her debut with yours

JA: but i dont have one

JA: and uhm, we might have plans

JA: out of town plans

Ralph Is Leaphold: with the "uhm" in your sentence?

Ralph Is Leaphold: still not a good liar jully

JA: esh

Ralph Is Leaphold: you can at least attend

JA: xe can celebrate there

Ralph Is Leaphold: she wants you

JA: you want me

Ralph Is Leaphold: true

JA: ralph you'll die of jealousy pag nakita mo kami ni jake'

Ralph Is Leaphold: i'll see you not him

JA: u'll never see me without him

Ralph Is Leaphold: i dont believe you

JA: i dnt care

Ralph Is Leaphold: how are you jully

JA: miserable

Ralph Is Leaphold: with him?

JA: withOUT him

Ralph Is Leaphold: really

JA: yes really

JA: and with YOU!

JA: ralph, we've been thru a lot. butr seriously jake wont be happy about me doing this

Ralph Is Leaphold: he doesn't have to know

JA: i can't keep anything from him. you know i'm not very good with that

Ralph Is Leaphold: true

Ralph Is Leaphold: but you know he needs to trust you

JA: stop the point rj

Ralph Is Leaphold: i'm just saying

JA: i dnt care!!

Ralph Is Leaphold: can you please stop being so impolite

JA: fine

Ralph Is Leaphold: didn't you miss me?

JA: got over it already

Ralph Is Leaphold: that has to hurt

JA: im sorry

Ralph Is Leaphold: i understand

JA: thanks

Ralph Is Leaphold: jully, you're sure you dont want to see us?

JA: wen?

Ralph Is Leaphold: next year

JA: jake wont like

Ralph Is Leaphold: but do you?

JA: not sure

Ralph Is Leaphold: just say the words and we'll be there

JA: why do everything has to rely on me?

Ralph Is Leaphold: because it's all about you

Ralph Is Leaphold: for you

Ralph Is Leaphold: i'm all about you

JA: tell me again you hav clean intentions

Ralph Is Leaphold: i do, i just want to see you

JA: wat for?!

Ralph Is Leaphold: can you ask me the same question considering what i feel?

JA: i dnt knw what to say

Ralph Is Leaphold: tell me you want to see me

JA: you'll cross states just to see me. how can i not stop you

Ralph Is Leaphold: because i want to see you

JA: but i dont

Ralph Is Leaphold: you're not sure about that jully

JA: i dont want to see you rj, face it!

Ralph Is Leaphold: i dont believe you

JA: you dont have to

Ralph Is Leaphold: why jully? because your boyfriends restraining you?!

JA: rules or no rules, rj i dont want to see you

Ralph Is Leaphold: tell me why

JA: ayoko masaktan si jake

Ralph Is Leaphold: so this is about him again huh

JA: this is about us

JA: i know this sounds ridiculous but rj, i love him

JA: and everytime i get to hurt him

JA: it all goes the same through me'

JA: nasasaktan ako pag malungkot xa

JA: nahihirapan ako pag masama loob nya sakin

JA: rj, i wont make you ruin our almost perfect relationship again

JA: read me rj

JA: of all people

JA: you know me more than anyone does

JA: rj, stop fooling yourself

JA: mahal ko n xa

Ralph Is Leaphold: i understand

Ralph Is Leaphold: jully don't cry

JA: and you know that too

Ralph Is Leaphold: i'm sorry

Ralph Is Leaphold: i should have not insisted anything anymore

Ralph Is Leaphold: but jully, i'm desperate. i need to see you

Ralph Is Leaphold: it's been how many months already. but it's really hard

Ralph Is Leaphold: this time, i'm the one who's very dependent

JA: you have pen rj

JA: you like her i know that

JA: she's a very nice gf to u

JA: i know she loves you

JA: you need a gf, you hav pen

Ralph Is Leaphold: i don't need a girlfriend

Ralph Is Leaphold: i need you

JA: what am i rj?

Ralph Is Leaphold: my sister

Ralph Is Leaphold: my daughter

Ralph Is Leaphold: my best friend

Ralph Is Leaphold: my everything not more than life

Ralph Is Leaphold: jully, you don't have to be the girlfriend

Ralph Is Leaphold: you dont have to kiss me

Ralph Is Leaphold: or live by my rules

Ralph Is Leaphold: jully, i just need you to be with me

JA: rj,

Ralph Is Leaphold: please try to understand

JA: rj

JA: you are willing to give up a lot

JA: but i won't let you

Ralph Is Leaphold: please just try to understand

JA: i do!

JA: but rj

JA: there's no enough space for you in me anymore

JA: it's all jake's

Ralph Is Leaphold: i can't believe it's almost like i'm talking about sharing

JA: im sorry

JA: i need to go

Ralph Is Leaphold: please, stay

JA: you're not crying are you?

Ralph Is Leaphold: of course not

JA: your words are too heavy

Ralph Is Leaphold: i'm sorry

Ralph Is Leaphold: it's just that. you know, it's been a while

JA: what books have you been reading hehe

Ralph Is Leaphold: wow, i was that dramatic huh

JA: yes

JA: but

JA: i felt like you really wanted to say them

JA: this was the first time rj

Ralph Is Leaphold: like lines in a novel?

JA: like my lines

Ralph Is Leaphold: i've been reading your novels

Ralph Is Leaphold: and your blog

JA: what novel?

Ralph Is Leaphold: the first 6

JA: ohw, theyre now 7 hehe

JA: i finished "paramour" and then i stopped writing

Ralph Is Leaphold: would you mind to send me?

JA: sure

JA: soon

Ralph Is Leaphold: okay

JA: rj

JA: can i see some of your pics?

Ralph Is Leaphold: Mel's facebook

Ralph Is Leaphold: I tried creating one for myself but i still find social networking stupid so i discarded mine

JA: weird

JA: favor

Ralph Is Leaphold: yeah?

JA: can you go first?

Ralph Is Leaphold: why?

JA: im blogging this

JA: just to let jake know

Ralph Is Leaphold: he really cant trust you

JA: he does

Ralph Is Leaphold: okay

Ralph Is Leaphold: i'll try to fix things with him

Ralph Is Leaphold: i hope i could talk to you more often

Ralph Is Leaphold: if i can't see you, at least talk to you, that's all i'll ever wish for

JA: jake really doesnt like you rj

Ralph Is Leaphold: really?

JA: like he wants to physically fight your way out of mine

Ralph Is Leaphold: ha ha ha, he won't like that to happen

JA: i wont make that happen

Ralph Is Leaphold: me too, i can't hurt you by hurting him

JA: glad you know that

Ralph Is Leaphold: so, i'll talk to you soon jully?

JA: no promises

JA: pls go

Ralph Is Leaphold: we're still not finish with this

JA: we are. just go

Ralph Is Leaphold: okay, good-bye

JA: bye

JA: and dont say the words

Ralph Is Leaphold: i know you know, goodnight Yet