I have been pushed too hard. I have shown much love and affection that can prove myself that i'm sincere. I fugured, such effort won't be recognized without the initiative of caring to even see it. I have reached the edge and cannot go further anymore.
I should have done this way before but what a fool I've become to push myself to someone who never really appreciated what I had to offer.
Nevertheless, I am still, and will always be, a CHRISTIAN. I do not bear hatred. I know that this is God's will and it shall forever prevail. I realized I was the only one exerting the effort and seem nothing has happened because I was letting my emotions prevail.
But not this time..
I was born for this. I am doing a great work and I cannot come down.