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Day 1 of BVs

I don’t like this day very much. Sometimes, being able to resist not coming to school is very helpful on these circumstances.

This is the first day of school for 2013 to me and it is soo not a good start. I did not pass Tax for prelim. Its ridiculous. I know myself that Tax is way easier than any accounting subjects. Thing is, I’m a total consistent absent student that I actually missed all my CS, which I never thought would be 60% of my grade. K

I’m also broke today; I actually spent only Php 30 today. It’s not that it’s a bad thing; I just really have nothing to spend anymore LOL.

And I’m so disappointed with myself, seriously. I have problems with “that thing”. (I really don’t want to mention it anymore)

Anyway, I’m starting clinging to my face again just to sober up the BV. I really don’t like this day. I hope it gets better

Dear Etude, please make me feel better tonight…

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I, then, had this hair bounce :)

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Last night I promised myself to wake up 4 am and attend the 90 day challenge. I prepared everything ready so I can just take a bath in the morning and go straight to church.

As expected, I woke up 7:30 K

I really have issues with time. I mean, serious issues with time. I’ve been late all my life in all my activities, shallow or important. I wonder why I can’t get this out of my system. Maybe I am stubborn and lazy. Maybe I am careless and irresponsible. But despite that I know I handle work properly, I can work with commitment and all, but why can’t I solve this time issues.

Anyway, in the bright side, I have the perfect hair today. I wish I get this shape every time I curl my hair.

I have nothing to do in the office. We were supposed to be rotated in offices already. Actually I was really praying hard for Cash Office. Unfortunately, I will still remain in the Accounting office for this week and wait for the next week.

Also, despite my PMS, I still find it a beautiful day. The sun is shining but God kept the cold weather that I want.

This is soo Baguio.

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I slept like 5 am finishing Rooftop Prince, which was good btw. (I don’t care if people think its corny haha) and it’s New Year’s Eve! Too bad I feel more sober than excited. But Hey! This happens once a year haha!

I wasn’t assigned for any food preps today so I took the chance to rest but I feel bad cause I’m seriously not helping anyone haha! But I’m here infront of my computer sooo.. (whatever)

Yesterday’s message at my church has been one of my favorites. Truly the Lord’s been talking to me through His word these past few days and this time I just feel so close to Him and still wanting more.

With failure, GOD gains our attention.

2012 has been not the greatest year for me. actually it’s one of the worst. My spiritual life wasn’t stable, I never had a consistent ministry, I haven’t gotten into the Dean’s List and I broke up with my boyfriend (which I still feel like a bad thing when its not)

So yeah, my 2012 is a fail. But that really got my attention

As I received salvation, I made God control my life. All these failures came from my decisions and so events came in with the permission of God. So where does salvation come in? God only allows event s to happen that are good for us. God wanted me to learn, to grow, to be stronger and to inspire others as I take on the challenges. It sounds easier said than done. That’s right. But what other choice do I have? Things happen already and the best thing to do is to keep a good grip on faith.

What I learned really in 2012?

If you have a BIG GOD, you have small problems. If you have a small God, you have BIG problems.

It sounds very cliché, but we seriously have to remind ourselves how great the impact of this truth is.

I know I should be blogging about what happened this year, about New year’s Resolutions or about what we prepared for New Year’s eve haha, but I want to end this year the way the Lord wants me to think.

Jesus heals, brings new beginnings and has a business of rebuilding lives.

Romans 8:28

 And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.

December 29. 2012

This morning my uncle left their keys of the house to us. I was having a hard time deciding whether to go out or not but since I feel for the Lazy song today, I decided to get the keys and crush into their house and do my dark knight marathon there with my sister but right before we started part 2, her wife, Tita Sheila came back sooner than we expected. That was soo awkward. She said it was okay. Of course it wasn’t! Anyway we stayed for a while just not to make it more obvious and left.

This day has been soo boring.

I’m also contemplating whether to deactivate my facebook account, since I see it for no use anymore. Also,  I’m still not using my phone and planning on not using it anymore till… well till I pull myself back.

But I think it’s stupid so I’m just challenging myself now to stay idle from social networking but keep up with tweeting since no one’s reading them anyway. 

So right now, I’m currently reading Perks of Being A Wallflower. I know, finally right? I feel so left out. Anyway, I got my not-good-book first impression on this but I’m still finishing it. Hope I also get to download the movie tonight.

~I know, soo dull..